Yin & Yan's Blog!

after half a year!

2005-06-12T03:46:00.000-07:00

Pam, I've blogged! Dumb dumb you!

sick.

2004-12-30T21:23:00.000-08:00

Gosh.. I'm sick. How sad. Anyway, didn't go swimming with Pamela today. Sorry girl, I'm sick and i've cold, cough, slight fever, plus my ear got infections and my right third ear hole cos my ear bone to break. But still, it rained in the morning. Maybe another day instead ok? :) Anyway, Happy New Year babe.. Okay now, bye!

School reopening in about 2-3 days time.. Oh my God! I'm so not looking forward for school. :(

Shuyin

4 words.

2004-12-20T09:26:00.000-08:00

i want to cry.

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oh wells. i want to cry.

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`pam___

2004-12-14T21:24:00.000-08:00

i'm UPDATING!!! WOOOO.. ok life's been really wrong nowdays [[for me]] shuyin..realise i've never go swimming except once this hols? wasted la.. oh ya

can go school with me when school reopens? i hate to go with ME alone...lol

update my dear girl...

my brother's going into army soon..wells thats all thats happening.. lol this blog is HALF-DEAD

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2004-11-22T21:04:00.000-08:00

sometimes do people know us as we really are? i dont think so.. sometimes..i thought i'm happy..but am i? apparently not..sometimes when i really think that i have friends..they leave..and no i'm not talking about you shuyin...at least you are here.. but some other PEOPLE arn't and they CLAIME that they are... and sometimes i'm pissed for living my life as if i LIVE FOR THEM..sometimes i'm pissed at me for trusting so easily.. sometimes.. sometimes... i just hate being me... just hate being happy when i'm not at all...sometimes sometimes.. know what? i wish can just like focus on something and not bother about other things...because..i'm sick and TIRED OF BEING THIS... why?? you all 'seem' to ACT AS THOUGH YOU GUYS CARE..but what the fuck...no? ok FINE...knw what? i miss shuyin trillions..

shuyin's crying now...and there's nothing i can do but stand here and watch her cry.. whaat the hell...i hate to do that...

i'm crying now..and there's nothing i can do but stand here and watch me cry.. and worse..i'm living in a body that's not even mine...at least..to me..it's not

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Me..

2004-11-22T05:16:00.001-08:00

Who says that I do not update? I'm updating now Pamela!! HaPPy??.. Lol! Gosh.. I'm damn bored now can~ No one is tagging our tagboard lah. Aiya.. Anyway, gtg.. Haha! Bye..
Shuyin..

2004-11-18T20:48:00.000-08:00

i've changed the layout... SMILE

the tagboard is ontop...changed stuffs...

see youus! byeee

2004-11-17T01:39:00.000-08:00

like came backed from camp and i sooooo wish i HAD lost some weight? like the stuffs we do? can like indirectly KILL ME

anyways

I MISS YOU!!! from here you might never know...but still... =(

like anyways...SHUYIN NEVER UPDATES

`pam___

2004-11-07T01:57:00.000-08:00

i got nothing to say now...but hate myself...for what i have done..to you all i might not have done anything stupid or what..but to me...i hate myself for going for someone with looks..that sucked

i'm falling just when i'm reaching..but this time...i'm falling differently..

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2004-11-02T08:19:00.000-08:00

i have to say some thing and that is...i ruin the entire layout!!! so i re-did everything..but not like ppl will see wat...but hhhas...sorry!

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p.s i anyhow pick the layout ones...so ya change it if u want

trying out the font size!

shu shu house!!

2004-10-29T19:51:00.000-07:00

imm in shuyin's hse..she so irritating~~ ahh i knw u like my camera i knw!! ahahhas..she just flinged her undies at me!! how disgusting...ahahas~~~~~~~!! SHSY~! DISGUSTING~~

ahhas..i using her comp.. ltr i gg over to her church..thenn..ya lor..we took alot of pics~ ltr dl at home..and...o..i watched raising helen ytd...it's boring .. well dunno la..but ya i watched till i almost fall asleep...

baa baa boo..todays swiming was boring too! we spent most of the time taking pic...and shu saw a worm on me..how nice..~~~~ :<

anyhows..she is showering now and she owes me maggie...baa baa boo..

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bored.

2004-10-28T03:11:00.000-07:00

Hi hi! haha.. nice music! Love Britney Spears songs.. lol! Can't wait for saturday.. go swimming with my ah pam.. haha~ oh well.. i'm bored.

Shuyin

kill me

2004-10-27T08:53:00.000-07:00

i wish i can kill myself now..i wish i can cry..i wish everything would just end..my dogs ran away today..my fault..yes i knw that..and my family they are rubbing in.. let me go..i wanna die..cant some one help me? shuyin... i wish i can fly away.. and not do anything.. i hold my tears back. i dont like to cry in front of people.. i cry myself to sleep everynight.. i guess i just dont want to do that anymore..i tried to put my life in God's hands..but somehow..i lack something like FAITH

like kill me now?
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2004-10-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

i ... feel like crying.. well y? cos.. i cant make out what my live is for.. why cos i dont understand why all this trouble is for why? cos i dun wanna suffer anymore

i dont wanna retain.. rochelle is retaining..rochelle my ex-best friend..miffra..and angela..thats all xian told me..cos thats all we know..i'm scared..i dunno what to do for them much less me..

i'm a self centered freak..i dont care about people..i only care about me.. i'm a freak i hate me..i hate what i do i hate what i have i hate what i've got..all i care is just me me and me..why??? why cant i care about what people want for once..why cant i care bout people's feelings for once.. why cant i even try to listen to them.. why..all i care is MY needs MY feelings MY talk MYSELF

freak..

imma bytch..i dunn wanna be one..i hate to be one..but once i'm one..i'll continue to be..i wanna just let things go..i wish all things will just disappear and not appear...and not this not that..shit i'm caring bout myself again.. shit.. shit shit..

kill me

like..now..

everything is unreal to me.. i dont wanna believe in anything.. i wanna let things go.. i wanna let me go.. ____________________

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cant i make this entry private???

me updateing AGAIN

2004-10-25T01:28:00.000-07:00

ok got another problem..my freaking specs broke..and now i'm super keen to get my eye sight better.. so..i decide to use less computer..and since i cant watch tv with my damn eyes...i shant watch tv...and darn..i dun wanna use my old glasses!! hmmms

2nd prob...mama wants me to go to m'sia with her on fri-sun but...i wanna go church cus they are celebreating my b'dae =)) hahas..not jus that but..ya..so i told her i dun wanna go..then she say i stay in sg do wat...so i say i intended to go to shuyin's hse to swim...so ya..shuyin..i told her by accident so can bahs...

3rd prob...isigned up fer job attachment today in...mediacrop news thing..then i dunno if i'm gonna get the job..i mean so many ppl are wanting that job..then...ya lor..then mama told me that da yi's house there the PET MART shop need helper and 1 person only..then they asking me if i want...but it's at serangoon...the place nvm..but i want the job attachment too..so like I'M CONFUSED??

today..school was damn boring...but but!!! i read rochelle's journal...the school's one..then i saw something i shouldent see..and it's in code..but i only got the behind part...but she keep denying it...so i dunno..but so funny!! hahas

and now i owe alot of people money...went to parkway just now with sera and tabs...and check out the contact lens pricing and omg..it's damn ex lor..and i scared to use summore..so like omg.. then..i went to moss burger and i ate -again- the teriyaki burger..and like..soo nice la.. then..i borrowed money AGAIN hahas..then recess i ate again..

omg..imma pig...imm overeating can shuyin pls update??? i knw with me around this blog is rather alive..but yea...and shuyin...your clip is still unslightly..hahas! i borrowed windstruck from eunice...and i realize it's rather inconvient for me to watch..neh mind i got my old and ugly specs.. -bubbles!-

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imm lost

2004-10-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

i wonder how i am i s'pose to pray..cos todays activities in church and cell and the bible got me really confused..i'm s'pose to have faith..i'm s'pose to glorify God .. i'm suppose to have a dog's theology...i'm confused...can someone help me out here?

and..i wanna sigh up for a POSB account..and i dunno how..i dun wan my parents to knw too so HOW?

then i want to change the blog song cos i dun like this song..and i wanna make the stuff in this blog bigger and i duno how..

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the one one

2004-10-23T11:23:00.000-07:00

i'mm pammelar blogging and yep this blog has just about the weirdest name..yin-yan..lalas.. shuyin's name and muh chinna name..anyhows..i sorta forced shuyin into this..cos she was showing me this thing on she and michelle's blog..so i'm JEALOUS! hahas..really! den i made her make this blog..plus i sorta miss blogger! hahas.. anyhows the layout nice? and shuyin..i cant make doddle board..cus all my email used up le.. hmms god i hate this song!and i hate the fact that blogger have to publish..and omg..so many things i hate bout blogger but waddaheck...but i love the layout...i dunno and shuyin help me edit wat you can okies?

gtg* got church ltr =)
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