Pam, I've blogged! Dumb dumb you!
Gosh.. I'm sick. How sad. Anyway, didn't go swimming with Pamela today. Sorry girl, I'm sick and i've cold, cough, slight fever, plus my ear got infections and my right third ear hole cos my ear bone to break. But still, it rained in the morning. Maybe another day instead ok? :) Anyway, Happy New Year babe.. Okay now, bye!
School reopening in about 2-3 days time.. Oh my God! I'm so not looking forward for school. :(
Shuyin
i want to cry.
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oh wells. i want to cry.
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`pam___
i'm UPDATING!!! WOOOO.. ok life's been really wrong nowdays [[for me]] shuyin..realise i've never go swimming except once this hols? wasted la.. oh ya
can go school with me when school reopens? i hate to go with ME alone...lol
update my dear girl...
my brother's going into army soon..wells thats all thats happening.. lol this blog is HALF-DEAD
`p a m___
sometimes do people know us as we really are? i dont think so.. sometimes..i thought i'm happy..but am i? apparently not..sometimes when i really think that i have friends..they leave..and no i'm not talking about you shuyin...at least you are here.. but some other PEOPLE arn't and they CLAIME that they are... and sometimes i'm pissed for living my life as if i LIVE FOR THEM..sometimes i'm pissed at me for trusting so easily.. sometimes.. sometimes... i just hate being me... just hate being happy when i'm not at all...sometimes sometimes.. know what? i wish can just like focus on something and not bother about other things...because..i'm sick and TIRED OF BEING THIS... why?? you all 'seem' to ACT AS THOUGH YOU GUYS CARE..but what the fuck...no? ok FINE...knw what? i miss shuyin trillions..
shuyin's crying now...and there's nothing i can do but stand here and watch her cry.. whaat the hell...i hate to do that...
i'm crying now..and there's nothing i can do but stand here and watch me cry.. and worse..i'm living in a body that's not even mine...at least..to me..it's not
`pam__
Who says that I do not update? I'm updating now Pamela!! HaPPy??.. Lol! Gosh.. I'm damn bored now can~ No one is tagging our tagboard lah. Aiya.. Anyway, gtg.. Haha! Bye..
Shuyin..
i've changed the layout... SMILE
the tagboard is ontop...changed stuffs...
see youus! byeee
like came backed from camp and i sooooo wish i HAD lost some weight? like the stuffs we do? can like indirectly KILL ME
anyways
I MISS YOU!!! from here you might never know...but still... =(
like anyways...SHUYIN NEVER UPDATES
`pam___
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